The bible teaches us that Jesus took a severe punishment for us from the time of the last supper; basically, having a great dinner, until he hung on the cross.  He actually struggled emotionally after dinner and before Judas sold him out.  He kept going off to pray to see if the plan can be changed.  He was asking the Father is there another way to do this Luke 22:42; but he knew it was not his will, but the Fathers and this was the plan from the beginning. John 17:4 I say all this because it was Jesus's punishment and death Isaiah 53:5 the helped me see what God's word was saying.  It grew my faith in Jesus knowing he died and took all that punishment for me. I had a back problem, L4, S1 disc in my back somehow protrude out and was touching the nerves in my back.  Hurt like nothing I've ever felt in my life.  Continuous pain that just would not go away.  Doctor said they have to do an emergency operation to cut disc out and put some disc replacements in but could not promise that this condition would not happen again.  I told the doctor and family; give me 7 days in prayer.  If nothing changes, I will let him operate. I laid on the bed 6 days waiting and believing Jesus already died for my back injury so I shouldn't have it.  Satan was in the mix, and I knew it!  Finally, something happened; one brother (Frank) came to the house to check on me; my other brother (Roderick) was staying there already and helping me throughout this time.  Trying to stay positive and believing in Jesus, I said I am getting better.  Rob said to Frank he has been curled up in same position all week on the bed, and when going to bathroom.  He's not coming out of that curled up position.  Frank said he's stuck and don't want to go back to doctor.  They started giggling and I started to giggle to, which turned into a laugh for me.  They started laughing and now we all are busting out with laughter.  What they didn't realize while I was laughing and saying I'm healed although still curled up; what they didn't know when I cough it hurt, when I sneezed it hurt, when I had to take a bile movement it hurt and when I laugh it hurt, but this time it didn't.  I started praising God and they were looking at me as if I was losing my mind, the stopped laughing as a tear rolled down my face.  I couldn't stop saying Thank you, Jesus!   I knew what you did for me and knew this was not supposed to be happening to me; it's not what you attend for me. Isaiah 53:4 See it was in the plan for Jesus to die for me so I can be healed and protected from Santan's attacks, and that is our Father's will.  For me not to suffer, but to be in good health. 3 John 1:2 From the time on my entire mindset changed, knowing Jesus had me already covered I began to heal.  It took a couple of months before I when back to see the doctor.  He thought I had another doctor do the operation when he saw me walk in his office.  To him there was no way I was going to standing straight up or laying down straight again without getting an operation.  They wanted to take an x-ray and I was like, not to my expense.  My Cigna insurance wanted me to explain what I thought heal me; there was some .005 chance of coming back from back injury based on my x-rays.  They thought it was the therapy and I was like nope.  Jesus!